between being pensive and a procrastinator....

I've never thought I'd wanna go to China. I'd rather go to a lot of other places. One reason is that if I can stick to an English speaking country I will, and if I go somewhere else it'll be for art or something similar to that.. Then I saw these pictures:








.... I'd go to China.

































































I've been on the fence about something. This thing. This point of view. This distraction...... A distraction from everything I feel is productive. A distraction from what may be my "safest" path.....

But then I think......



Who needs safe??

I'll leave it a secret for now. I may leave it a secret. But if this secret presents itself... you'll all know.


I pray about it. I listen for it. I watch for it....

How come we all want it SO badly, then when I can get it...... I run away.


AMBIGUOUS

.... This is me not wanting to study for my French test tomorrow.

♥ hollie