11-16-07
I just want to paint right now. Something sloppy. Quick. Motion... Emotion. Remember in What Dreams May Come? "Can you see this Christy? How 'bout this?"
It's due to emotion. I'm @ the Eug airport. It's almost 5am. Mom dropped me off. We fought on the way here. The whole point was to get the other to apologize and get ourselves to believe it. MAN, I hate the way she fights. This is honest.
Matthew is getting married this weekend. Tomorrow actually.
I don't know what's going on with you-know-who. I think God presented the situation to bring me closer to Him. Ant it worked, didn't it? I'm praying and reading more. It's not how I ideally saw it ending, but closer to my God IS the best thing anyway.
Ian spoke @ OneVoice last night and faith and not being afraid to pray BIG because it's not too BIG for God. When you get to Heaven Gad may say we didn't have enough faith and He would have/could have done more if we just had more. But He's not going to say we had too much faith and that it was too much for Him.
Have big faith.
Pray BIG.
It's Friday. I'm missing school today. It'll be wk9 (Thanksgiving wk) on Mon. I don't feel like going home for Thanksgiving.... *honest again*
I suck @ being social. I left OneVoice quicker than I planned last night because I didn't know how to talk to people. I need to pray about th@. That's not an attribute of God. He doesn't want me scared or sad.
I'm piercing my nose on Monday. Emily Breen and Lauren and I are going. They're gauging their ears. Jessica may pierce her brow. =) I ♥ those girls.
I've thought about taking fall term off next year to work in England w/ Holly. Just a thought. I NEED TO PRAY ABOUT IT. If any term it would be nice to miss fall. That would give me 6 months off for 1 term. Better than being a year behind. I could make up a term. I could stand th@.
I miss Molly. 25 days.
Little stressors here and there. That's why I wanna paint.
God's good though. He's bigger than any situation. My provider and helper when in need.
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Lord, let me survive this weekend.
♥ Hollie
5:15am 11-16-07
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